time for a monthly checkup

so how we been! this last month ive been obsessed with tcgs lately, playing pokemon at a lgs now and then ^-^ but lately im sorta going crazy. idk idk idk!!!

i will work on the site today. i want to get the sl diary up and running… im also dissatisfied with how the blog posts are currently shown but im not sure what to really change about it… like maybe i should make titles for all off them instead of ID and date?? iunno! idunnooo… anyway. goal is to get the diary up before the 1st, for reasons

oh yea, i did finish that zine thing i mentioned in the last post. its in my itch page, its some mecha shit idk. the core idea of is that i wanted to approach mecha erotica in a way where it was clear the piloting itself was the erotic part. i find heavy machinery very sexy!! there’s also an aspect of escapist fantasy in the idea of a character who is frail but highly capable at one thing. the escapism ends, of course, when she is being exploited for it. But yea thats a thing now that u can read

ive spenmt the last few days being equal parts thankful and hopeless… its a funny mix, right? but its okay. i have a lot of hope for the world, i just think im getting closer and closer to my dead end. i already sorta feel backed up into a corner, despite things being generally good. its silly lol. what will i do when it all crashes down… you know? i have no idea. but im glad for all that i have now. i feel my love for the world growing stronger every day. if only i wasnt me

okay thats the monthly checkup done!! thank YOU for reading even though you didnt hagve to. ily