so its no secret that my output, when it comes to finished products, has gone back down the drain -_-

id like to think this is because life just isnt letting up lately. i have a lot of drafts, stories i started writing before Something happened, so the issue is that… well, Something happened, right?

today i went to the dentist to get a root canal and on the way there and back i was thinking a lot about this. i ended up landing on the idea of trying to publish a story thru a zine. or maybe a collection of them? either way!! i think that might be my next thing, in between the bigger projects i am working on

one thing is for sure, i palpably feel the kind of pressure one would usually have after a long absence… despite the fact that i don’t think i’ve built up much of an audience at all - all due respect to any who may be reading this

i dearly wish i could come back bombastically with somethign that could blow everyones minds but the truth is i just havent been that focused on something ever since slowguts came. i think i started and subsequently dropped two or three major focus projects since slowguts!! jeeeeeeez!!!

hope to see everyone soon for my zine thing. im just wishing aloud in this post, really, wishing to put something out again. i love to put things out!!